Everyday you try to lie to yourself, denying something already so transparent.
Everyday you tell yourself it ain't matter, even if it means the whole galaxy.
Everyday you convince yourself it'll pass just like all other emotions, but even now, you're still convincing.
Everyday you try to envision things unrelated to him, but everything you think is him himself.
Everyday you discover the dark side of him, but your heart just shades it white.
Everyday you try to get unaccustomed to the beat of your four-walled chamber organ when he's near, but seminars you've just conducted loses its credibility when he's near again.
Everyday you speak to yourself that he's not the man for you, but your mind, soul and heart conspired saying otherwise.
Because everyday you fight for him, wounds, gashes, pain and aches acknowledged ahead, even when you battle your own self, your own thoughts and feelings. Your fear, blueness and aches.
Because everyday, every single day.. you fight for what you have for him instead of fighting for what you shouldn't have.






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